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ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU LOVED​.​.​.

by aa&tyr recovery and rescue services

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good grief! 04:21
Twine, tethered, fray, snap you will live inside each other for days, or weeks, or all your lives The pharmacy sells pills made of her ashes, fast acting pain relief some bonds break you medicalised and falling falling falling I am the dust that lies at the bottom children in the shadow (growing up alone) solvent, I'm coming up short, coming up short breaking it even, a series of tubes you take all that's left and there's nothing to prove anymore Lost in the isotope Collapse in the stethoscope medicalised and falling falling falling I am the dust that lies at the bottom children in the shadow (growing up alone) solvent, I'm coming up short, coming up short Fear fall, fear fall, fearful the mist I am I feel I am crossing no man’s land At the border, and seeing stars All that remains, for you now, is the colour, of fadeless splendour solvent, I'm coming up short, coming up short Fear fall, fear fall, fearful the mist I am
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400 miles 03:30
For you, this is for good But I was only going home I lied about tiny things Can I just try remain sorry I’ve had a weird year or so I’ve known more than I’ll ever know I tried to see the clearer side but it’s hard, it’s hard I'm in a line with everyone I've ever been before and we're waiting to see you isn't it shaky now a wire 400 miles long I’ve tried to help myself And found it doesn’t help So long as I am stuck in here I have to see the stars When they’re unfamiliar I just have to know, I just have to know that I'm in a line with everyone I've ever been before and we're waiting to see you come home to one person in your bed every night and stay who you are for the rest of your life isn't it shaky now a wire 400 miles long I guess this was for good But in my head the bad Comes often enough That I will have to see you I guess it was for better, well I guess it was for better, that I went home
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the numbers 05:17
convene for basic principles and leave it to the numbers is there some sort of creature out there who doesn't make mistakes like that out of control, a wreckage pattern the image of a centrifuge collapsing your brain but it stops, but it stops, the feeling in your feet, the feeling in your feet must have been more, than the stain it left a curse on all your brothers and sisters and ideas And all of us know, all of us know All of us are forced to feel it Agree on basic principles and leave it to your numbers is there some beautiful creature out there who just won’t make mistakes like that there's nothing at all that's different there's nothing at all that's different out of bad ideas, and it's getting worse a telephone receiver hijacked into deep space and it rings, of course it rings, and it's the voice of your daughter, the voice of your daughter never again, I want to see you again, I will be fine, I swear, I think I'll be fine, but I didn't want to, no I never want to you can't bear to see me smile convene on basic principles and leave it to the numbers am I that kind of ageing creature who's made to make mistakes like that they can finally be alive they can finally be alive Agree on basic principles and someone fix the numbers these grey bars only get much tighter and I can't live mistakes like that down Spoken: it’s only eternity in prison, whatever harm that does Makes me exactly the same as everyone else I try and i try, but handcuffs have remained A permanent fixture of my life since birth And i want you to stay exactly the same As myself
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Some ensemble of starfish dancing Intimate evade the silence You come around in fluorescent plumage All kinds of circles in all this space We’ve known for a while It’s a lost cause We’ve known for a while You’re a lost cause But you will see Form a star like me The colours fade And i don’t mind And it’s all right And it’s okay An experiment stripped of the lonely A coloured diagram for the children You make a path for the final frontier And leave a trail for disaster right here We’ve known for a while It’s a lost cause We’ve known for a while You’re a lost cause The colours fade And i don’t mind And it’s all right And it’s okay But you will see Form a star like me
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Gravity hangs her wings on me White tragedies in flesh and feathers Cutting skin, a blissful dream And you talk about it every day like nothing happened It’s what he said I had a hopeless dream and died I can still feel the air And I’d like to see the lights And I’d love to see you breathe It’d be okay to do anything at all Try just being the sun Are you centred, are you happy, stuck in Limbo, caught between Being alive, and being alive And you talk about it every day like nothing happened But i know you’re in there A spitting image of the fall So circle back to that pregnant scene A bloody axe murder and a drunken queen And it looks like stars in a blacked out tomb It’s awful to think I’d ever forget you The stars they wink at me The stars they wink at me Living on the inside Living on the inside I can still feel the air And I’d like to see the lights And I’d love to see you breathe It’d be okay to do anything at all I can still feel the air And I’d like to see the lights And I’d love to see you breathe It’d be nice to be anything at all
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cutting up the air in eights barely 10 miles an hour These metal rods adorn a different shade of aerospace grey seagulls that circle plastic graves and they're always finding us dear the failures on broadway as failures on broadway And he was so sure that he would find something better later, but he couldn’t wait, so he looked at what was happening, and the paper as it fell, and the visions in his mind, and the chaos in the world, and he knew for a moment, that a moment could be felt. Tell me that you learn from the past It's the story of human misery And it’s always coming last in a race We built from DNA scraps seagulls that circle plastic graves and they're always finding us dear the failures on broadway as failures on broadway And he was so sure that he would find something better later, but he couldn’t wait, so he looked at what was happening, and the paper as it fell, and the visions in his mind, and the chaos in the world, and he knew for a moment, that a moment could be felt.
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just fine 04:07
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Freezing cold, as the snow fell John told us about deaf people and opioids They eat you whole, then spit you back out But silence makes you whole, so we sat there And we never said a word Hear the ringing You hear the ringing It’s glaciers on conquest tours Glaciers on conquest tours Hear the ringing You hear the ringing It’s everything that I adore You fall back into the floor Easing in, to our doorway I keep you calm with what remains of my body It eats you whole to spit you back out You would never believe it Freezing cold, in the groundswell My love told me that london cries Only when one girl dies She feels us all explain away our lives But silence makes you whole, so we sat there And we never said a word We prayed away the winter in the raining Of energy laced with love Hear the ringing You hear the ringing It’s glaciers on conquest tours Glaciers on conquest tours Hear the ringing You hear the ringing And you breathe in You breathe out
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the rim 03:18
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heaven left 04:15
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The sky does the moon And the clouds do the sun And you’re famous, you’re famous I’ll take solace in whatever sadness I can find You have all of three drinks to try and change my mind To try and change my mind Or even muster more time You are the big boss up in space and i’m a stubborn wreck I hold on tightly to the pint glass hoping i’m not next And so i’m leaving for the big time in the wake of your mouth So try and change my mind The sky does the moon And the clouds do the sun And you’re famous, you’re famous I'll see sadness in whatever solace I can find and try my best to disintegrate what's left of my time But you’re a picture in a picture like a puppet show They never change my mind On automatic sinking slowly in the lake that’s out back How cold and dignified, securing our miserable past It never changes my mind It only changes with time The sky does the moon And the clouds do the sun And you’re famous, you’re famous If i turn back the clock will i find you here Immovable enough Your ashen face and ashen clothes having disappeared A meteor, a witness It never changes my mind It only changes with time It never changes my mind It only changes with time The sky does the moon And the clouds do the sun And you’re famous, you’re famous If i turn back the clock will i find you here Immovable enough It never changes my mind It only changes with time
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extasis 04:18
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...were lost when your hard-drive was burst.

About 10 days after finishing my album "FOREVER NOW and KEEP YOURSELF SAFE", the hard-drive I had been using for the past 4 years suddenly stopped connecting to my PC. I had been regularly forgetting to backup the entire thing onto the cloud and so almost in an instant I was unable to access any of my project files and most of my exported audio files. The collection of songs presented here falls in line with my previous two compilations of discarded bits and pieces under the "space cadet" alias, but rather than being carefully selected, this is just everything I have left. Everything I have made that was good enough to export and share to discord, or to put on my google drive, or otherwise download onto my phone since I started the aa&tyr project can be found here. I hope you enjoy these songs and I will not stop making more.

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released September 19, 2023

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